everything is…okay?

You know when someone asks you what’s been going on, and you really don’t have any news? That idea that no news is good news… that’s where I’m at and I honestly don’t have much to say here, or so it feels every time I sit down to write. I am also very paranoid about saying things are good, which I had to have mentioned before. I have tried to get used to the idea that life is unpredictable.

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Tomorrow could bring a steaming pile of horrible shit to deal with (oh hey, coronavirus, stock market tumbling, etc.), but the key is appreciating the moments where everything is even and just… fine. I personally have no issue with shit being calm. Please continue.

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Yesterday was my 39th birthday, and it feels surreal. The last year of my thirties, wow. I distinctly remember being 29 and counting down the months in a panic to 30… lol. I am kinda sorta embracing my continuing old age as a blessing now, and less freaking over the impending wrinkles and whatnot. I feel…lucky. I understand that 39 is not old in the realm of things, but it’s longer than some people get… and it still feels like I was a teenager yesterday. I’m not sure I will ever feel like a real adult. Except for those random sharp pains that seem to have come out of nowhere – those paint a pretty clear picture.

I am pretty proud of myself, because I am successfully keeping my promises to myself on a few of my goals. I am either very all or nothing when it comes to things like exercise and my health, and I’m pretty souped to report that I’m very much ON. Granted I have a ways to go, but I am feeling motivated by my progress so far. I am still sucking at reading my books, though. I feel a lot of pressure from the broad selection on Netflix (and Hulu, and Amazon Prime, and Apple TV, and Disney+…ugh) that competes for my time.

In summary, I don’t have a lot to report on, other than I’m feeling extremely blessed and grateful for all the stuff going well/right… annoying, right?

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I hope to be back with more annoying news soon. I hope the new year is treating you just as well.

xoxo

 

 

 

 

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